Release

The new reality is starting to play out in this dimension. It is essentially fifth dimensional reality come to this third dimension. We are all One. We all come from the same source. Therefore we are all mirrors for each other. In fact I am only writing this as a reminder to myself.

Every trouble I experience from another is really my own trouble being shown to me by a mirror. The key is to accept my trouble and be with it, rather than reacting to some perceived outside influence. It is my trouble regardless of what external force seems to have caused it.

I am in this life to discover who I am. Others can only release what is already inside me. Verily that outside force is a gift of opportunity for me to release my trouble and return to joy.

Release! Always release.

Globalist Control

I would like to be clear. This is a message to the globalist elite, but it is also a note to self.

Tyrants have no authority over those who are awakened, only those who are still asleep. So it is not really authority at all, just an irrelevant attempt at control. Furthermore, there can be no awakening in this type control.

If you find yourself attempting to control something outside of you, then you are unconscious, as I may be even now. But, if I am unconscious, I might as well admit it. There is no point in pretending. The only way out is through. So here we go. Awaken!

Globalist fools, you may believe in your hearts you are doing the right things, as if you can actually control something on this planet. You may think, by sterilising and vaccinating everything and diminishing the population and controlling everything, you can create a utopia here on Earth. Fools! The only lasting change is internal. Whereas, external change is fleeting at best.

Only Mother Nature and God are in control of this planet. However, you may actually believe you are carrying out God's will for the world. Fools! If it involves control or manipulation, it has nothing to do with God. Even with the best of intentions, control is still damnation. Even if it comes from the church, control is still the dominion of the Devil.

Yet you are still loved. There is nothing anyone can do to render themselves unworthy of God's love. As his creation, his love for us is absolute, just as my love for my own children is absolute. Worthiness is built in, not something to be earned or taken away.

So, go ahead globalist fools, rule away. I choose freedom! The Devil's reign is over.

Manufactured Peace is War

Any attempt to artificially manufacture peace through laws, even with the kindest of intent, will still lead to war. If you really want peace, then face yourself and all the horror you have inflicted on yourself and others. Then, everything within you that struggles and fights will simply burn away in the purifying fire of repentance - in pure presence.

If you are unwilling to do this, then all talk of peace is mere lip service. And it doesn't really matter anyway. None but those who have burned entirely in the purifying fire of repentance shall be able to cross into the real New World Order. No fear is coming. No manipulation. No control. Only Love - pure, absolute and unconditional Love.

Those who have burned in the fire can see through the puerile facade of any external manipulation and have no need to fight against it, nor control any part of it. Quite literally, it does not exist. There is only following the radiant glow in the centre of the solar plexus, allowing more of that which is not in our highest good to simply burn away. We are one with the glow and cannot be separated from it. The fires of passion, creativity and inspiration can no longer be quelled by the mundane entertainment of an escapist mentality. The servitude, to that which is not our own, is over.

True peace is upon us, and it cannot be controlled nor manufactured - only loved. We are all together now. Bind yourself to that which you love, and love that to which you are bound. Not all of us will have the courage to let go of our old ways, but all are loved nonetheless. We are all together now, with passion and inspiration, in gratitude, humility and grace.

Peace and Love to All.

The Lie We Are Done Living

Imagination

Everything in existence was brought forth by imagination. Nothing is impervious to the will of the imagination. The questions are, what can you imagine and what can you not imagine?

Recently, our youngest son woke in the middle of the night, screaming. He would not be consoled nor did he appear in physical pain. Yet, he writhed on the bed, screaming.

It occurred to me he was being possessed by demons. So I began to visualise a pure white light filling and engulfing the room. I could see the house transform from wood to crystal. I continued to cast out all that was not absolutely in alignment with our family's highest good and to cast out all that was not aligned with perfect love.

To my consternation, I found I could not cast out all darkness. The will of something was not leaving our house. To myself I said, wait a minute, this is my imagination, and I can imagine pure white loving light if I want to. So I added more of my will to the process.

The darkness began to leave, but still there was a hook, like a talon, keeping it tethered to our house and to my son. In that moment it occurred to me, I am not solely in control of my imagination. So I mustered what ever will was left in me to cast out this darkness, and finally it left. Simultaneously, our son ceased wailing and fell asleep on his mother.

In the end, I realised the power of the imagination is absolute, but it takes time and effort to have our imagination as our own. From the day we are born we are inundated with information that is not our own, from our parents, from teachers, the media, peers and a multitude of other sources. And these are only sources from with our physical reality.

Verily, it takes the ultimate act of surrender to get to our true selves and our own imagination. We must surrender all that is not us, and that is a lot if we've made in past the age of twelve. However, once we do, we must be careful. The world becomes our playground. We must find good teachers, and we must seek God. For, without guidance, we have no direction home.

Imagine that!

Humans Are Fourth Dimensional Beings

We are all aware of the three dimensions of space within time, but there is another dimension to our humanity, a fourth dimension if you will. There is an inner reality, and this internal reality is actually another dimension of existence, separate from space and time. It is the dimension where we experience passion and inspiration, intuition and creativity among other things -- none of which are physical.

Furthermore, this internal reality is our primary reality, and the external reality is secondary. All material things, from shovels to rocket ships or pencils to computers, which have been created externally, were first the construct of some human psyche. They were all a manifestation from the internal to the external, from the fourth dimension to the third.

Many, if not most, people see the external reality as primary, calling the physical world the real world. However, from a more enlightened perspective, that obviously cannot be true. It's not that the physical world does not exist. Clearly, it does. Rather, it is simply a secondary manifestation of our primary reality, our internal reality.

The problem with seeing the physical world as primary is, we become caught in an endless feedback loop of the external creation and begin denying the primacy of our own consciousness. We come to believe in the imagination as the illusion and the illusion as reality. Seeing the external reality as primary we create more of what we see. Essentially, we become duped into creating realities that are not our own because most of what we see has been created for profit and control and not for life-affirming growth and connectedness.

The negative implications of this are obvious and far reaching. However, no matter the problem, once we connect with this internal fourth dimension (and perhaps beyond), then the secondary reality no longer has any authority over us. We cannot be controlled by television or the Internet or governments or any other external force.

This means of course actually facing ourselves and, perhaps more importantly, facing what we have allowed ourselves to become. However, once we do, we will then see the emergence of the New Earth right before our very eyes.

See you there!

The New Prince ~ Video

The prince can sleep with lions and sheep
Like an armored knight at a pauper's feast
Gotta shake him off of me
Gotta kill the filthy beast

But who is weak while attacking sheep
And can we solve riddle
Is it me lying I am free
While I play a golden fiddle?

Who is the new prince now?
Can you find him in yourself?
Have you figured it out?
Can you tell me what it's all about?

The prince has pride and fears abound
Winners, losers all around
Build a fence, paint the town
Push it in and hold it down

Treasure, treasure, pleasure, pain
Human beings are all the same
Drive a car, play a game
Corporate empires are insane

~
Music and words by Jamie Dale
Images borrowed from Michael Tsarion

Transcendence

Guest Writer:  Trevor P

In the moment transcendence occurs, one must not want—one must have transcended, letting go of systems and letting go to the process, content to simply be. When one is at peace and accepts what is, one can close one’s eyes, opening the eyes of the spirit, traveling through entire universes, seeing and hearing what source sees and hears, feeling what source feels.

When one has transcended and sees, hears and feels what source does (All Things), one is aware of the processing systems of self and others—the dance of life. One experiences the imagination of others and their beauty. One also becomes aware that Source weeps with us for our not knowing and smiles with us as we come to know.

Two-Bits on Society, Biology & Private Property

Nothing can be owned, and everything is free. That's reality. I would have to go unconscious to believe in ownership. Verily the only form of ownership there could every be is use, and by virtue of use I suppose some form of ownership is implied. But explicit ownership requires private property laws, which again require unconsciousness, a surrender of reality to a facade or fiction.

Furthermore, the idea of land ownership is preposterous. Land cannot belong to humans; humans can only belong to the land. This is simple logic: the land can exist without us; we cannot exist without the land.

It's the same as this absurd idea that the brain can sometimes run the show. Impossible. The heart has always and will always run the show. We have always done our hearts desire. Whether it was painful or seemingly wrong, it was to the benefit of our soul and part of our growing lesson; and our heart always knows. This again is simple logic: the heart can exist without the brain, but the brain cannot exist without the heart.

When the sperm meets the egg and divides the cell in two, it then splits to four then eight all the way to 512. At which point the zygote is complete. The very first thing to form after that is the heart. All other parts of the body require the heart as a regulator. The heart quite literally runs everything and always has. It cannot be any other way. The heart is the body's regulator.

The next point to consider is the heart does not pump blood. As I've said it's a regulator. The pumping action comes from the capillaries. Doctors have never been able to figure out how this fragile organ in our chest is able to pump blood 24 hours a day 365 days a year and never tires. Not to mention apparently it's pumping the blood from my toes back up to itself. Again, preposterous. The exchange that happens at the capillaries, where the blood feeds the cells, creates a slight vacuum pumping action that is practically imperceptible. But there are literally billions of capillaries in the body (apparently enough to fill four football fields), and billions of not-very-much can become quite something. It becomes the pump. The heart then regulates. Ask your doctor to refute this. He won't be able to.

Unfortunately, the real predicament is the worldview that is created by a society who believes the heart is a pump. Recently an army general was shown talking to his troops and comparing the army to the circulatory system of the body, stating there is a central command, and all the soldiers must obey the central command or the system fails to function. However, the reality is central command should be listening to the soldiers or the system fails to function, which is what is actually happening, globally.

A society that believes the heart is a pump must believe in central command, a single currency, one religion, a world government, a centralised farm commission and one company to make everyone's shoes. Look at the direction we're headed. It's time to wake up! The American Medical Association has been hi-jacked. I'm not a doctor, and I can do this much research in my spare time. In fact with a doctor's schooling there's no time to research outside the box, and the debt they carry requires them to work substantially for money, at least to some degree, once they leave school.

A society the realises the heart is a regulator has small self-governing communities with multiple currencies, millions of farmers providing for their families and neighbours, many religions and billions of artisans making unique shoes and computers and anything else we can think of with soul enhancing skills learned over time.

How's that for two-bits?

I'd like to give thanks to Dr Thomas Cowan and his Fourfold Path to Healing. Here are some fantastic resources from his website, which must also give props to Sally Fallon and her Nourishing Traditions.

No One Knows

Nobody knows what's going on in this life. Nobody. We may have many answers, which may satisfy us some of the time. But in our hearts we really don't know. No one knows.

And, really, the key to realise here is not only does no one know but no one has control. Governments think they are in control, and some people believe that. Corporations think they're in control, and some people believe that. The bankers think they're in control, and most people believe that, especially the naive conspiracy theorist. And it's all bullshit (def'n: nonsense, lies or exaggeration). The reality is we each need to recognise our powerlessness and our absolute inability to change the world or the people in it. That is the truth, especially for those who believe they have control or power.

There is so much bullshit in the world. Not in a thousand lifetimes could I or anyone else eliminate it. It is literally a hopeless situation; however, recognising the hopelessness can allow true power and hope to enter. There is a power who can deal with the bullshit, whose job it is to deal with, not mine. And that can happen in this single lifetime.

While no one truly knows, the way I see it my only job is to love the world the way God loves the world. It's a worldview that works. And while that is practically an impossible task, it's not as impossible as trying to eliminate the all the bullshit.

I think loving the world as God loves the world is the point of John 3:16.  In the past I've gotten too hung up on the idea that God gave his only begotten Son and that I needed to believe this to be given everlasting life. And while this may be true I now believe the heart of that verse is for God so loved the world.

Many people claim an enormous love for God but then have a huge hate on for the world, and I know because I've been one of them. I've been hateful toward the world, and no one was going to tell me any different. But I've been given the dignity and the space to process that. So the least I can do is create a space of love for others to walk through their processes, even if they don't match or agree with mine, even if they're in line with corporations or governments or bankers.

As with much in the Bible or anything else for that matter we must first unlock the words using the spiritual key, so to speak. Patience, empathy, forgiveness and love must become my guiding precepts. To me these are the keys that unlock the truth.

But who knows?

Perception of Violence

I must take responsibility for the violence I have caused. And I have created all violence I perceive. So I'm not just talking about my own personal violence but about violence I am witnessing. When I see violence erupting between two people, I am the creator of that violence. And I heal it by healing the part of myself that created it in the first place.

This is a revolutionary concept: it is I who need the healing, not those within the perception of violence. And it is a concept the empty ego wants no part of. It is my ego, my personality, that perceives, projects and creates the separation, the violence. Believe it! I need to take responsibility for my perception, my projection, my creation.

If we are all One then there is no separation between us or between the violence I cause and the violence I perceive. Once I take responsibility for this I can assume my genuine responsibility as a co-creator of Heaven on Earth. This is an ongoing process and an often painful one, but it is a process that gets more and more beautiful every day.

The suffering becomes enjoyable because I come to recognise I am the cause of the suffering. It is not being put on me by some outside force. When I let go of blame I can become present to the truth. I am the cause, and this conscious suffering brings me ever closer to Source.

The Simple Truth

A man sits at a table reading a book while his teacher, a sage or guru of sorts, watches over him. He is reading a paragraph explaining the origins of life and the conspiracy humanity has fallen victim to.

A few pages later he is reading about why everything is written in code and needs to be deciphered by an active living mind. The truth is simple, it says, but cannot be simply told. Verily our perception of the truth is always changing, even now!

The man asks his teacher, if the truth cannot be simply told, how is it that it was just explained in a simple paragraph a few pages back?

The guru asks, was it? Find me that paragraph.

The man is astonished at his inability to find it, despite his best and most thorough efforts.

The Esoteric Nature of Reality

Those who do not understand the esoteric nature of reality are destined to be controlled by those who do.

Most of the world has been duped into believing there is no such thing as magic, as if it's all fantasy and fairy-tale, as if the imagination is just that: imaginary. Well I'm here to tell you this whole life is imaginary. This whole reality is pure imagination. Believe it! And those who do not believe it are doomed to be controlled by those who do.

Our imagination, the creation of everything, has been hi-jacked by Disney and Facebook, by education and materialist science, by purely intellectual philosophy and the like, because these corporations and systems have themselves been hi-jacked. We are being manipulated to create a reality that is not our own.

Not only my family but many others are becoming aware of this reality. We are creating our own Space of Love with nothing more than pure imagination and our physical belief in it. All of humanity is welcome as our natural birthright to create Heaven right here on Earth if we desire. And I and my family do. As John Lennon and Yoko Ono so aptly put it: War is Over, if you want it.

Imagine that!

Jimmy the Bitch Says

What the fuck, people? Get your fucking shit together. You still think this physical reality is all there is to this life? You think taking some pills because you lack serotonin in your synaptic gap is going to help? Jesus Christ! And you think the New Agers or the Christians are weird. Holy fucking shit!

There's shit going on in this world that would curdle your mustard if you dared to take a look. You are right now in this very moment part of a life that makes creating iPhones or rocket ships or 3D printers look like worms building sand castles. Seriously right now you are creating this very world, and there are beings who have manipulated you into creating this one of perceived scarcity and who have further convinced you that you're not actually creating it.

They use Disney to make you believe that magic is just imaginary and further more that imagination is not reality. Then they give you magical money and make you believe it's real. They also use Disney to control your mind by triggering the trauma of your parents' divorce, but that's another story. They've distracted you with physical space travel and 3D printers, not to mention television and Facebook and education (I use the term only for your benefit) and corporate controlled government.

Wake the fuck up! You are creating all of this. You are the cause of your life.

People whine to me: "If I'm creating this world, then what about all the starving children in Africa? Are you saying they created their life?" Wah, Wah, Wah, Blah, Blah, Blah.

Shut the fuck up! I didn't say starving kids in Africa created your life or theirs. You did! You created your life and theirs. If this makes no sense to you, then you should start by taking responsibility for your own life and perceptions.

Have a look at the fugazi currency you use, the one you aren't taking responsibility for, the one that serves your master and exploits starving African children, the one you didn't create but was created for you and your servitude. That would be a pretty good place to start.

Instead you play victim and say it's just the way it is. You believe this life is just happening to you and everyone else, but the reality is you are creating it with your perception of it. Get a grip. We are all One. Believe it: you are the cause of your life. It can't be any more plain. It's not hard to see. Just open your eyes and take a look. I know it's scary. But for the love of God, end the suffering. Take responsibility for your life and your perceptions. Please open your eyes and take a look.

Still, if you even got this far in my rant, you think I'm the crazy one, even though I live a life of spiritual and emotional abundance, even though I eat food that is medicine for my body and soul, even though I've connected to God and to a community who help me face myself and my fears and look for a true and meaningful reality, even though I now know how to handle situations that used to baffle me, even though my life is now a continual deja vu, like God himself is guiding me and telling me directly what to do, and it all makes me very happy even when I'm sad. Perhaps you believe I'm lying, but I'll tell you one thing that's true: I'm baffled.

I'm baffled by the amount of people closing in on the end of 2013 who still don't get it, who refuse to get it, who insist on clinging to a meager existence spoon fed to them by petty tyrants who are in turn feeding on our human creativity. Make no mistake, you have created this, and you are creating it right now.

Believe it!

Reality & Ferraris

Our reality has been hi-jacked. Believe it! What most people perceive as reality is really an illusion. Personally I am living reality from a fifth dimensional perspective, and while that's not reality in its entirety, it's broader than the limitation of reality being merely physical.

Some folks then ask, if I'm living from the fifth dimension then why don't I manifest a Ferrari? And the short answer is I don't want one, at least not one that's going to cost me the abundance I'm already living.

I've already in the past manifested a reality where I had more money than I could spend, and it was hell. I know there's no way I can convince anyone of this, but I personally will no longer be reduced to others' hellish and small ideas of success or existence.

Besides, most people's ideas of monetary success aren't even their own ideas and are not even based in reality because they have never had the wherewithal to actually manifest the money for themselves and realise that hell personally. So they continue believing the now global lie that money will make life easier.

In fairness money may make life easier, but that's all part of the lure of the lie. I've seen poverty in India that would curl your toes. I also saw a richness of spirit and connection to family I will never know in this lifetime. It is only those affected by this globalised lie who are projecting their poverty of the spirit, who know only material possessions as wealth, who are calling those Indians poor.

My life today is so rich and abundant I can hardly contain myself at times. I wouldn't give up what I have right now for all the Ferraris in the world. I have manifested a beautiful and loving wife who is the only one for me. There is no other. We have two beautiful and awakened children. My life is in perpetual synchronicity, and my dreams are literally manifesting into this physical reality.

Living life from the fifth dimension means I am no longer a victim of this world. I am cause in my life. As Jesus said I am in this world but not of it. Money cannot buy any of this. It also cannot buy the fulfilling work I do in our community nor can it produce the large garden in our backyard that not only nourishes our bodies but also our spirits.

This food issue is so important because the pesticide poisoned food being trucked into the supermarket is a large part of the reality hi-jacking, in addition to the sham of our education system and corporate controlled governments, vaccinations and corrupted media including our so called free social media, etc. Healthy food is medicine that leads to healthier choices and helps us open to a more abundant and responsible reality.

Why continue suckling on society's dried up teet when there's a full banquet already laid out and waiting for you? Wake up! Get creative. Open your emotional heart. Be spontaneous. Own your mistakes. Enjoy life's richness. Live a life of service and gratitude. Do what you love! And not only will you have no regrets but you'll be rocketed to dimensions of existence beyond your current imagination. Believe it!

Carlos Barrios, Mayan Elder

Some words from Mayan Elder Carlos Barrios, ceremonial priest and spiritual guide of the Eagle Clan:
(Written prior to 21 December 2012)

We are no longer in the World of the Fourth Sun, but we are not yet in the World of the Fifth Sun. This is the time in-between, the time of transition. As we pass through transition there is a colossal, global convergence of environmental destruction, social chaos, war, and ongoing Earth Changes.

Humanity will continue, but in a different way. Material structures will change. From this we will have the opportunity to be more human. We are living in the most important era of the Mayan calendars and prophecies. All the prophecies of the world, all the traditions are converging now. There is no time for games. The spiritual ideal of this era is action.

Just now the dark side is very strong, and very clear about what they want. They have their vision and their priorities clearly held, and also their hierarchy. They are working in many ways so that we will be unable to connect with the spiral Fifth World in 2012.

On the light side everyone thinks they are the most important, that their own understandings, or their group's understandings, are the key. There's a diversity of cultures and opinions, so there is competition, diffusion, and no single focus.

We need to work together for peace, and balance with the other side. We need to take care of the Earth that feeds and shelters us. We need to put our entire mind and heart into pursuing unity and unity now, to confront the other side and preserve life.

We are disturbed -- we can't play anymore. Our planet can be renewed or ravaged. Now is the time to awaken and take action. Everyone is needed. You are not here for no reason. Everyone who is here now has an important purpose. This is a hard but a special time. We have the opportunity for growth, but we must be ready for this moment in history.

Meditation and spiritual practice are good, but also action. It's very important to be clear about who you are, and also about your relation to the Earth. Develop yourself according to your own tradition and the call of your heart. But remember to respect differences, and strive for unity. Eat wisely --- a lot of food is corrupt in either subtle or gross ways. Pay attention to what you are taking into your body. Learn to preserve food, and to conserve energy. Learn some good breathing techniques, so you have mastery of your breath. Be clear. Follow a tradition with great roots. It is not important what tradition, your heart will tell you, but it must have great roots."

We live in a world of energy. An important task at this time is to learn to sense or see the energy of everyone and everything -- people, plants, animals. This becomes increasingly important as we draw close to the World of the Fifth Sun, for it is associated with the element 'ether' -- the realm where energy lives and weaves. Go to the sacred places of the Earth to pray for peace, and have respect for the Earth which gives us our food, clothing, and shelter. We need to reactivate the energy of these sacred places. That is our work.

Address to our International Leadership

The new reality is upon us. Our leaders are welcome to join, but it's not necessary.

9 minutes of telling it like it is!

The Spiritual Journey

Some folks have commented on the apparent negativity of some of my posts, but I would like to add some further illumination on this. There are three traditional stages for the spiritual journey: purgation, illumination and union. What I have been doing is purging and illuminating the evil in the world as reflected by myself. We cannot get to union, which I believe to be the ultimate goal, without purgation and illumination first.

So to all those who wish to live happy-go-lucky lives without first purging and illuminating the hell we experience daily, well you know where to go. To those who are purging and illuminating and are heading towards union, awesome! I will continue to purge and illuminate as I move toward union. I am joining with the divine. Nothing can stop this now. Of course nothing is something, and so I must continue to have faith. The gifts I receive daily are a reflection of this faith; so too is the pain and suffering.

My eyes are open. Through my daily struggles I am granted the hope and strength to continue. When I take a step back and look I see the beauty God has granted me. My life on the whole is incredible. I would not trade the current abundance I have for all the money in the world. Though to some I live a materially impoverished life, I am on the spiritual journey.

I give thanks to my mother and father for the spiritual gifts they have given me: love, courage, acceptance and much more. I am grateful for my wife and children, who are gifts in my life. I have moved into a life of pure love and light. I have moved beyond the denseness of this physical world. I am in the world but not of it. I exist in this physical world as a manifestation and reflection of my highest self.

I no longer have the need to convince anyone of anything, though I am here as a reminder, as a guide. As I have been led, so shall I lead. My emotional heart is open. I see also with my third eye. My Merkaba is active, and I am no longer bound to this simple third dimensional reality. I travel freely anywhere in space or time. I know myself and where I come from. I am connected to Source.

This could of course all end in an instant, but I am committed to change and growth as necessitated by the highest good. I am, as they say in the poker world, all in. The only evil in the world is division of self, and I will continue to purge and illuminate as I move toward Union.

Dirty Miracle

Many so-called globalised people are like aliens to the natural world: plastic hair, plastic faces, vaccinated, sterilised, afraid of the dirt, turning our planet into a cold, clinical machine. If you want to live like an alien, move to outer space. Stop trying to turn our wondrously beautiful, dirty planet into a sanitised spaceship. If you want to live on Earth, get present to the miracle of the dirt.

Three Levels of Evil

Three levels of evil have been brought to my attention:

1. Personal - evil we carry out at a personal level
2. Systemic - evil perpetuated through systems
3. The Devil - evil disguised as goodness to correct the first two

First of all I believe evil is a man-made creation. We have fabricated the Devil. We have mixed our God-given goodness in ways that have created disharmony. We have built up incredibly complex systems around that disharmony, and the Devil has stepped in to ostensibly restore order.

It seems to me the original perception of the duality of good and evil, the perception of separation, is the primary creator of evil. The perception of separation is itself evil, and it is a projection. It doesn't actually exist. Without that perception and projection everything would simply be as it is.

I further believe the three levels of evil exist within my own personal being. So to get to the source of the problem I need to truly take responsibility for my being and for my projections. So what happens when I take an honest look inside?

I see I often disguise myself as a good person taking care of the evil of the world, and in so doing I am projecting my perception of evil onto the world. It appears it is I who am the creator of evil in this world. So it seems only I can restore goodness to the world as there is nothing outside of me other than my own projection. And this projection is what gives my empty ego substance.

Verily I say there is no separation. We are all One.